... that i don't appreciate what i have. i post a lot of stuff here that I don't feel like saying anywhere else, so one could get the impression that wow, this kid must be one depressed dude. but nothing could be further from the truth. I have a wonderful life. God has blessed me with far more than I deserve. Honestly when I do pray because I want something--anything-- even a girl, I feel somewhat guilty because I feel like wanting anything is like saying 'what i currently have isnt enough to satisfy me'. and that'd be just downright ungrateful, after all He's given me.
Pretty much all I can do is cite that verse where it says 'it is not good for man to be alone', and pray that the need gets met. But don't for 1 second think I don't know or appreciate what i have. I totally do. I can just say that everywhere and don't feel compelled to post it anonymously, so I don't post it here much. but now I did, just for the record. so there.
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