seasons

In keeping with my general philosophy that life comes and goes in ebbs and flows, which I think it is fair to call ''seasons'', I suppose it bears noting once again that I stand at he cusp of another one in my life. This is the calm before the storm. I am about to weather my toughest challenge yet, and I can only say I always thought...and still wish... That a woman who loves me would come along and stand beside me. It appears that I must weather even this storm alone, even though it is bigger than any I have yet faced, and the consequences much farther reaching. I am truly all in. I'm  going for broke. And could wind up literally broke if this does not go well. I can only trust that God will bring the right people alongside me at the right time.