envy

so I was scrolling along on my facebook profile, and I noticed this picture. it's a guy I barely know, and a girl I barely know. they are both young, around 20 or so. a good deal younger than me at any rate. he is widely accepted as a 'stud' and she is young and beautiful. in the picture she is mounted on his shoulders, radiant wearing almost nothing at all (a bikini). he is shirtless because they are at the beach. they were just engaged you see. and I think the camera captured a moment where the two of them are both happier than I've ever been in my life.
  and yeah, I have to admit I envy them. not only that, I pretty much resent their happiness. they are living their lives the same way I tried to, the only difference is they were rewarded with everything they wanted while I've been spat to the fringes of everything. mostly lonely, because I'm mostly alone. worse, I see no way out to remedy this situation. such is my lot in life.